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[0:00] if you missed me earlier i'm celina pool
[0:03] I'm the director of communications and
[0:05] marketing at the T Center and I'm going
[0:07] to be your hostess this morning well I
[0:09] mean Tom gets the teaching room set up
[0:12] and people who are alive in Makeba I'll
[0:16] get settled in and you're ready to
[0:24] I started this practice when I was not
[0:27] young anymore but I was sick enough so
[0:32] the practice was not easy for me
[0:34] and yet the healing the physical healing
[0:37] as a by-product and very important
[0:40] byproduct deeply transforming not only
[0:43] my health my well-being but also knowing
[0:48] how health is important for our life
[0:57] I was born in China being a small
[1:01] village it's only about 20-some families
[1:06] and the life is very simple and very
[1:11] poor since very little I remember myself
[1:16] as far as I remember I had asthma
[1:19] condition severe asthma condition and
[1:24] very stiff body painful body and
[1:28] eventually and was discovered that I had
[1:31] a skewer assist the family tried many
[1:34] ways to you know to treat this disease
[1:37] medically in all other you know
[1:40] different approaches Chinese medicines
[1:42] wrong and eventually realizing this is a
[1:45] chronic disease and not much you can do
[1:49] so with all these earnest in my body was
[1:54] not fun to be in the body it's sick it's
[1:57] weak it's you know really fragile so
[2:02] choose to study mathematics you know so
[2:05] you can live in the mental level you
[2:09] know to be more comfortable more free
[2:13] the bodily physical suffering so and I
[2:19] study mathematics in China for six years
[2:23] and end up come here but still after
[2:26] while realizing my life was not totally
[2:31] fulfilling I was searching for something
[2:35] searching for a way to make a change
[2:39] searching way to become happier you're
[2:43] good about life in that stage I discover
[2:48] my passion for art and so there's the
[2:51] visual artists most fastened about
[2:53] metaphysical images and in the process
[2:56] discover Qi Gong as a practice and
[2:59] deeply grounded in Chinese tradition
[3:03] um you know searching I discovered
[3:07] chicken the same time also she gon come
[3:11] to me
[3:14] a friend a comic friend she is Westerner
[3:18] and she was teaching Tai Chi but also a
[3:21] little bit of this form of Qi Gong so I
[3:23] end up taking some class with her than
[3:28] with her teacher and his Chinese
[3:30] eventually he helped me to connect with
[3:33] the center so I went back to the center
[3:35] to study with our teacher dr. pan
[3:43] [Music]
[3:44] he was a doctoring both in Western
[3:47] medicine Chinese medicine and but from
[3:51] his early age he study Qi Gong and as a
[3:55] doctor he started to experiment in the
[3:58] technique for his patients
[4:01] gradually he using more chicken matter
[4:04] and end up prescribing listless medicine
[4:08] and and have even much batteries out so
[4:12] eventually he end up establishing a
[4:15] Center a chicken hospital so in the
[4:18] beginning a more small skill and quickly
[4:21] become very large skill 5,000
[4:24] practitioner even when time 7000
[4:27] practitioners so come out of that is
[4:30] this particular form of chicken was
[4:32] honored as the most validated effective
[4:40] medical chicken then there's a Chinese
[4:45] person that was able to freely go to the
[4:48] center so able to live there and to go
[4:53] slow my own healing first of all the
[4:58] practice was very challenging very
[5:01] difficult for me and in one cases
[5:05] purified my lung pretty from my system
[5:08] and I started coughing coughing non-stop
[5:12] in the beginning just normal coughing
[5:15] uncomfortable then gradually coughing
[5:18] deeper and mucus come out then coughing
[5:22] deeper the blood coming out
[5:24] coughing even deeper feels like coughing
[5:27] out of my brain that was and that
[5:32] continued for 2 weeks 2 weeks and I
[5:36] wasn't able to line down to sleep at all
[5:39] and I wasn't able to literally function
[5:42] normally and yet I was continued
[5:45] practicing I was supported as a normal
[5:48] purification so was able to sustain my
[5:51] process
[5:53] and that made it possible after 2 week
[5:57] and breaking slow releasing all symptoms
[6:01] of asthma condition when I was healing
[6:04] this physical condition with the chicken
[6:08] I suddenly had a deja vu something
[6:11] happened to me in childhood
[6:13] so I basically you know Haskin my mother
[6:16] my adoptive mother I was living with a
[6:19] adoptive parents so ask them what
[6:22] happened you know so when I was about 4
[6:26] years old and playing with the kids and
[6:30] then went to bathroom and I fell down to
[6:36] the toilet in the ground the stuff the
[6:39] was above this level for for this
[6:42] little boy so I lost my conscious
[6:46] basically when coming back to his body
[6:48] is made a choice not to remember
[6:52] so as Alyssa the body remembers her as
[6:57] asthma as a trauma you cannot breathe
[7:03] cannot breathe that's the fact
[7:12] and took me a bit longer
[7:15] um about three years of dedicated to
[7:19] release all symptom of the Gorillaz
[7:23] condition
[7:26] to practice with a few thousand people
[7:29] and to receive the teaching bomb dr. pan
[7:33] but also from many teachers trained
[7:36] under him and made it possible for me to
[7:39] open to the power that the power energy
[7:53] when I left her China and when I was
[7:57] witnessing so much had happened over
[8:01] she'll appear time you know such a large
[8:05] skill in such powerful way and I was
[8:10] secretively and speaking to myself if I
[8:16] could accomplish you know 0.001 percent
[8:21] of what the doctor pair had accomplished
[8:25] I would be really happy person I'll be
[8:29] nearly feel for you from the very
[8:36] beginning and personally always clear
[8:40] the vision is clear to have a chicken
[8:43] center here I think this vision is
[8:47] limitless the same time in a tangible
[8:49] way we know what means 400 people being
[8:54] elite recent ongoing basis what it means
[8:58] for 500 people practicing I'm going
[9:01] basis for 5,000 people practicing
[9:05] together ongoing basis deeply I feel so
[9:10] fortunate to hold this vision not only
[9:13] sharing the vision but now co-creating
[9:15] the vision with many many many people
[9:18] more now in a large scale the vision is
[9:21] global healing coming
[9:25] extending beyond generation extending
[9:29] beyond cultural difference extending
[9:32] beyond our stories we all know history
[9:37] you know were labeled good bad and it's
[9:41] a deeper cellular level of healing
[9:44] including cellular memory hundred years
[9:47] of memories thousand years of memory
[9:49] even more we carry these memories and
[9:54] it's up to us to house heal and we have
[9:58] a greater opportunity and the best time
[10:02] right now to do that has been incredible
[10:07] for feeling journey not only able to
[10:11] hear with some healing stone with tens
[10:15] of thousands people in last eight years
[10:17] and but also observing not only physical
[10:22] deep changes health-wise more
[10:27] importantly is the transformation of
[10:30] life transforming from hopeless
[10:34] desperation and victims to more creative
[10:40] more conscious more empowered more
[10:44] joyful loving human being and really
[10:48] affected not only the life of the
[10:51] practitioner or soul but also
[10:54] contributing able to contribute to life
[10:58] in general
[11:00] Salome the practice of Qi Gong becomes
[11:04] possible for all of us go beyond or
[11:08] expand the paradigm of conventional
[11:12] medicine which only treating the body as
[11:15] a body as a biological chemical machine
[11:20] is something separate from the mind
[11:22] suffer from the sphere in consciousness
[11:25] so slow practice we live connecting my
[11:29] body
[11:30] reconnecting with energy reconnecting
[11:33] with the deeper
[11:34] healing ability healing wisdom healing
[11:38] capacity so that is the internal energy
[11:42] medicine that is a practice of self care
[11:47] and self healing and self empowerment
[11:50] into energy medicine of mind body heart
[11:54] so the new Center for wisdom healing
[11:58] goal will be a place for people to come
[12:02] from all over dedicating to self healing
[12:07] self care and self empowerment it's also
[12:13] be placed for healthcare professionals
[12:17] leaders and teachers to recharge their
[12:21] own mind body heart and also a big place
[12:25] to expand our capacity a wisdom capacity
[12:31] from all wisdom traditions and community
[12:36] as well as health care professionals
[12:39] it's also be placed to connect people
[12:43] globally and Jerry Kelly for the healing
[12:47] or self healing of others healing of the
[12:53] world the new century the continuation
[12:59] of the vision ancient vision all wisdom
[13:04] traditions including the history of
[13:08] chicken in China and it's a continuation
[13:13] the expansion is the evolution of human
[13:18] journey of healing healing or self
[13:21] healing of others healing of life on the
[13:25] planet Earth and beyond
[13:49] [Music]
[14:05] [Music]
[14:38] continuously activating
[14:41] [Music]
[14:45] blessing purifying transforming
[14:53] [Music]
[14:57] continuously feeling the vibration the
[15:04] activation the intention of healing
[15:12] vibrating inside of you
[15:16] laminating vibrating rippling out to the
[15:26] wishing of light
[15:30] rippling out to all the regime within a
[15:38] wishing of line
[15:42] instantaneously activating shared
[15:48] healing with whoever you're connecting
[16:00] shared healing with whoever who are
[16:05] connecting with us directly indirectly
[16:21] in this timeless time
[16:25] [Music]
[16:30] in the spacious space and local
[16:38] non-local
[16:39] [Music]
[16:43] hello going down local you know 'seeing
[16:49] a witness the witness beyond space in
[16:56] the time the oneness within space in the
[17:01] time continuously feeling activating
[17:28] embody
[17:29] [Music]
[17:32] in the Chi feel all the healing energy
[17:46] of the collection including everybody
[17:56] joining us today I'm around the world
[18:02] more than thousand people joining us
[18:13] including all the practitioners online
[18:20] [Music]
[18:25] all the practitioners around the planet
[18:30] earth connecting will achieve you
[18:41] continuously expanding accumulating from
[18:52] the medicine DiCicco hospital in China
[19:05] including all the cumulative Lessing
[19:09] [Music]
[19:11] from the inching time
[19:13] [Music]
[19:16] from the timeless time from generation
[19:31] to generations from all the tree in the
[19:59] past
[20:02] from all the practice teaching
[20:08] activation acknowledging all the healing
[20:23] energy as you have motivated consciously
[20:31] unconsciously in this lifetime and
[20:42] beyond
[20:43] [Music]
[20:48] Oh is well getting better
[20:55] [Music]
[21:01] know the power of lying power via spin
[21:11] how we mind/body heard all the wisdom
[21:25] from generation to generation on the
[21:33] timeless time awaken inside of you and
[21:44] let connect inside of you
[21:46] [Music]
[21:58] [Music]
[22:04] [Music]
[22:33] [Music]
[23:42] continuously feel acknowledging
[23:47] connecting this powerful presence of the
[23:54] chief you know the healing energy
[24:07] you know collective a cumulative
[24:13] [Music]
[24:15] holograph local non-local know the
[24:25] activation I'm just me tree and beyond
[24:34] all the blessing the know I know now all
[24:44] the cumulative practice know the
[24:51] embodiment know the energetic memory the
[25:02] Sailor emotional the mental the no no
[25:28] continuously connecting with our
[25:33] infinite energy beaneasy the power doors
[25:44] all the cumulative energy of all
[25:50] creation transformation on the earth
[26:01] slow billions of years and beyond
[26:16] continuously connecting without seeing
[26:21] of infinite energy above you
[26:30] the Infinity ocean of the energy
[26:34] universe visible invisible the 96% and
[26:47] honey of same feeling the same energy of
[26:58] creation inside of you
[27:10] Filan acknowledging this rising same
[27:16] ocean vanish
[27:21] pure energy of creation visible
[27:26] invisible in Falvey beyond the horizon
[27:37] behind him beyond horizon left side of
[27:52] you young horizon the right side of him
[28:05] yeah and rising no rounding the wishing
[28:21] of line visible invisible in comes in
[28:28] the entire universe in come seeing the
[28:38] planet Earth in come seeing all around
[28:47] him
[28:47] [Music]
[28:54] in the same motion of line visible
[28:59] invisible income seeing all life within
[29:07] you the life of your brain deeper
[29:21] dimension of your brain awakening to the
[29:32] line awakening to the source energy of
[29:38] wisdom healing awakening to the
[29:46] wholeness of your body awakening to the
[29:53] whole nursery of mind body horn spoon
[30:04] awakening to the ocean awareness the
[30:15] same ocean awareness income seeing your
[30:24] home deeper dimension of your horn may
[30:35] be severe harm
[30:44] no awakening to the wisdom awakening to
[30:52] the healing awakening to the seeing of
[31:02] line with the boy invisible same ocean
[31:13] of line visible invisible income seeing
[31:22] all life within the life of every cell
[31:29] within trillion trillion sounds within
[31:39] [Music]
[31:46] awakening to the ocean of life visible
[31:50] invisible awakening to the wisdom their
[32:03] wisdom all witness
[32:13] awakening the power the power creation
[32:22] power purification power transformation
[32:44] continuously relaxing noticing English
[32:56] with a deep awareness deeper intention
[33:04] of healing of ism's healing of all the
[33:11] mentions healing of others know loved
[33:21] ones our communities our humanities
[33:40] feeling of planet Earth
[34:05] feeling then into the healing through
[34:08] you simultaneously around in within you
[34:21] consciously consciously
[34:34] with a joy with commitment with a
[34:39] purpose
[35:02] continuously allowing the energy all the
[35:07] healing energy flowing deeply feeling
[35:13] [Music]
[35:18] connecting Li connecting for feeling
[35:26] high is the purpose of life
[35:28] [Music]
[35:41] and she's laying playfully movie at
[35:46] homes we clean your turns movie a body
[35:52] slowly gently consciously as if he
[35:57] moving your body for first time and with
[36:02] your leg for first time movie arm and
[36:08] see first time movie shoulder as he
[36:14] first time movie aspyn's neck muscle
[36:21] tissue nerve system inside of him as if
[36:27] first time continuously connecting
[36:44] consciously with energy a visible
[36:48] invisible with energy awareness
[36:53] connecting with all the online friends
[37:00] and gently open your eyes slowly
[37:16] haha
[37:29] and with a deeper appreciation of this
[37:34] opportunity we're sharing it's truly for
[37:41] me is the highlights of all the tree
[37:46] when we have a chance opportunity not
[37:50] only continuously activating embodying
[37:56] the powerful healing energy but also
[37:59] sharing sharing with all of you sharing
[38:07] with whoever we want to connect directly
[38:11] indirectly and sharing with whoever is
[38:17] connecting with us directly indirectly
[38:22] and by doing that energy exponentially
[38:28] amplifying and the Chiefy on one hand is
[38:36] deepening in this Latrice law or deep
[38:40] dedication intimacy Levine support on my
[38:48] hand slow this kind of events we're
[38:52] sharing we explained in the Chi film
[38:57] expanding the chief you so horizontally
[39:01] vertically we are connecting with the
[39:05] Chi feel activating the Chi feel as well
[39:10] benefiting benefiting together so
[39:18] whether we're here in this loom whether
[39:22] we some way on the planet Earth and the
[39:30] most important practice is to connect
[39:34] the Chi feel connecting with the energy
[39:37] of healing energy
[39:42] now with them loving-kindness energy and
[39:47] deep compassion that your in the
[39:50] creativity so how we can do that
[39:55] effectively and the first important
[39:58] thing most important thing in this
[40:00] moment or any moment when you choose to
[40:04] connect is feel in your body feel in
[40:09] your body feel in your body you have a
[40:22] body it's your own body when you're
[40:27] connecting with your own body you're
[40:30] accessing the body and the body has all
[40:36] the antennas all the channels all the
[40:42] wisdom capacity to connect with the
[40:46] universe to connect with energy beyond
[40:53] what we're familiar even beyond mentally
[40:57] we know and that's the first the most
[41:05] important practice and that's also allow
[41:11] you and bring the deeper question how
[41:17] can I feel energy how can I have more
[41:22] imaging how can I collate energy from
[41:28] deeper purpose of life including healing
[41:34] healing of yourself healing of others so
[41:41] where the mind goes Qi flows when the
[41:50] Chi connecting the Chi is connecting
[41:57] inside of you connecting with others
[42:00] connecting with heaven connecting life
[42:04] around you and yet your mind is a secret
[42:09] is a key the conscious mind unconscious
[42:16] mind the subconscious mind can have a
[42:20] choice either connecting hundred percent
[42:28] our connecting 50 percent either
[42:34] connecting unconditionally our
[42:37] separating and this mind including the
[42:44] conscious mind subconscious mind as well
[42:48] the unconscious mind of your body can
[42:55] choose how to connect and what love or
[43:04] to connect and for what purposes
[43:09] experience to connect so one hand the
[43:19] energy of the universe is always
[43:21] available for all of us individually and
[43:27] conditionally without any discrimination
[43:33] actually for all life for them madam
[43:36] not just for human being in yet and this
[43:45] energy is responding to an internal
[43:49] condition or internal choice conscious
[43:55] choice unconscious choice as well
[43:58] subconscious choice the emotional choice
[44:06] so the universe outside of you is less
[44:11] bound into the universe inside of you
[44:15] often as saying 50% the universe always
[44:22] this bounty 50% meeting you halfway meet
[44:29] you halfway
[44:42] so when we truly connecting with the
[44:46] universe inside of us Oh mind body heart
[44:50] and spirit the power of energy we're
[44:53] continuously discovering connecting it's
[44:58] always there for you when we're
[45:04] activating the power healing
[45:08] committeeman the wisdom capacity
[45:15] naturally the universe unconditionally
[45:19] supporting so you can think of the Qi
[45:28] feel as a link between the internal
[45:32] universe and the mutual ever-present
[45:41] universe outside view you're creating
[45:46] this like m'boy
[45:54] when embrance embrance around you
[45:59] connecting with the universe
[46:05] so again healing healing of yourself
[46:10] healing of others is simultaneously
[46:13] happening when we connecting with the Qi
[46:16] feel as we experienced and continuously
[46:22] repeating the practice we did in the
[46:24] beginning of this session and the
[46:27] session nearly also illustrate the
[46:31] essence of healing the essence of wisdom
[46:35] healing chicken
[46:43] so how to do that effectively we're
[46:47] learning using different technique and
[46:51] including the movement including the
[46:55] sound including visualization to open
[47:03] our energy capacity to train a mind-body
[47:09] harmony to shift from whatever all
[47:15] limited habit contraction reaction
[47:22] [Music]
[47:24] including this eased programming in the
[47:29] body to more healthy easy flow in the
[47:38] wellness in the openness in the joy a of
[47:45] energy flow
[47:58] so we sing we're continuously engaging
[48:02] and first it's continuously learning
[48:09] learning not only learning the technique
[48:12] of the practice it's learning how to use
[48:16] your mind
[48:17] how to connect with your heart
[48:19] transforming emotion and how to learn
[48:24] from somatic bodily behavior including
[48:29] the practice to experiencing
[48:30] continuously so all the activity were
[48:35] engaging in a literary is about learning
[48:39] all this level and another deep learning
[48:43] is also unlearning is unconditional what
[48:49] do we think we know all these assumption
[48:54] all these limited thinking of
[48:57] impossibility I cannot do that
[49:01] I'm too old for the house I'm too sick
[49:05] for those I'm too young for this I'm too
[49:09] sophisticated for this I'm the queen I'm
[49:18] living here on the king living here so
[49:20] someone else come here to take of this
[49:29] so a lot of our and questioned
[49:34] assumption belief system mentor story
[49:39] mental labels is limiting our energy
[49:45] flow energy function and the second
[49:52] aspect is the practice beyond mentally
[49:59] understanding mentally opened the door
[50:02] it's like the teaching is allowed to
[50:05] open it at all
[50:07] open it all
[50:09] another way to put it in the dark gloom
[50:12] you turn the lights on you turn the
[50:15] lights on able to see things clearly
[50:22] you're able to navigate more effectively
[50:28] you're able to focus on what is most
[50:31] important what is mostly effective what
[50:36] is most healing so this practice is
[50:41] allow you applying the teaching to the
[50:45] embodiment to the experience it's like
[50:47] when the door open you still have to
[50:49] walk through the door you have to take
[50:53] the journey the continuous discovery
[50:57] continues connection continues choice
[51:06] same analogy when the light is on you
[51:09] still have to yeah take the journey when
[51:14] you see clearly you still have to move
[51:17] and that's all these powerful intangible
[51:22] practice of movement sound visualization
[51:26] as well as the three a practice other
[51:30] supreme and practice to truly embody the
[51:37] wisdom embodied energy embody the
[51:40] healing and the third aspect and not
[51:50] only in this event yeah we're connecting
[51:54] with all of you together even beyond
[51:58] thousand people when you're connecting
[52:03] together visualizing everybody in the
[52:06] same room and you feel the power of
[52:11] energy exponentially amplified well
[52:18] connecting with energy of a cumulative
[52:22] from the past all the energy presence of
[52:28] all the practitioners in the past in the
[52:34] present all the blessing of all the
[52:38] wisdom beams visible invisible and you
[52:44] start to feel or feel this presence and
[52:50] that's the Chi feel presence so the
[52:56] third aspect is really connecting with a
[52:59] community purposefully not just the
[53:03] group gather together having great high
[53:08] great time is important but purposeful
[53:12] great time as we're doing so Mahan is a
[53:20] community support community present
[53:23] other hand the energy we're connecting
[53:27] of the Chi feel is beyond just one group
[53:31] beyond just physical tangible presence
[53:36] uses energetic presence including and
[53:40] the energetic presence accumulated in
[53:43] this Kiba
[53:57] so one of the purpose of this events as
[54:01] well is entirely tree is really sheer in
[54:09] the Senate she is so tangible in the
[54:13] Kiva at the same time available locally
[54:17] non-locally on one hand is localized in
[54:23] the center here in Santa Fe on other
[54:27] hand this energy directly non-locally
[54:32] connecting with energy in China
[54:38] connecting with energy of the Chi feel
[54:40] even young space and the time and yet
[54:49] localized here within the time space so
[54:56] for the same reason it can be localized
[55:00] within your body this moment localized
[55:07] into brain localized into a whole
[55:13] localized into your cells where the mind
[55:20] goes Chi flows the mind is a link I'm
[55:31] speaking of whom not only the conscious
[55:34] thinking mind but also the subconscious
[55:37] mind as well the mind of your body so
[55:42] off only experience you know some time
[55:45] energy flows like young your conscious
[55:48] control the body has a wisdom has a mind
[55:52] as well connecting with energy sometimes
[55:58] we feel emotionally activated inspired
[56:03] feeling the strong energy beyond your
[56:06] thinking mind can control
[56:09] that means your emotional mind is in
[56:14] charge of the Hannah cheating that's we
[56:18] call the subconscious mind it's a
[56:23] different language
[56:24] it's feeling oriented then the conscious
[56:30] mind also has a greater capacity to
[56:35] choose to guide to activate so all these
[56:42] three layers of the mind is equally
[56:45] important so we're learning to Lily
[56:48] align in this relay of the mind aligning
[56:53] allow them to work together work
[56:57] together before is disconnected you know
[57:04] when we go into the body we feel
[57:08] uncertain we feel the mystery even we
[57:12] feel frightened don't see anything you
[57:18] feel all this intensity of discomfort
[57:21] you hope someone come to you take away
[57:24] all that when you continue this journey
[57:31] discovering you know this discount from
[57:35] there's energy we are on the diagnosis
[57:39] there's power of healing power of inner
[57:44] medicine inside of you beyond our
[57:48] stories there's a deeper juice inside of
[57:52] you
[57:53] deeper essence inside of you
[58:03] so when the energy when the mind/body
[58:13] harm the conscious mind subconscious
[58:18] mind the unconscious mind connecting the
[58:23] energy naturally connecting to the
[58:27] wholeness different part of the body
[58:31] start connecting to the wholeness start
[58:36] awakening the optimum function the
[58:46] natural function that's happening all of
[58:53] them so healing wisdom healing in this
[58:59] case in this wisdom healing ChiCom
[59:02] tradition paradigm science and the arm
[59:07] it's really about connecting with their
[59:11] own energy consciously embracing the
[59:16] subconscious emotional experience as
[59:19] well
[59:19] physical power to Li train the mind body
[59:24] heart with energy energy awareness to Li
[59:29] connect to open so no matter again what
[59:38] happened in the past no matter what is
[59:43] the past cause of whatever conditions
[59:48] whatever diagnosis might be the most
[59:53] direct deep cause in this moment is
[1:00:00] contraction of energy the contraction in
[1:00:05] your physical body in the contraction
[1:00:07] your emotional body the contraction your
[1:00:11] mental body is causing
[1:00:15] the compromise causing the disease
[1:00:19] causing the limitation a mind-body
[1:00:23] horror so the practice is so simple and
[1:00:29] so direct and yet challenging and a
[1:00:37] powerful you know especially in this
[1:00:44] kind of retreat when you feel
[1:00:47] challenging and Vassy is really the
[1:00:50] indication you go into the power and not
[1:00:55] just sitting around being comfortable
[1:01:01] you're not just trying to find all other
[1:01:04] destructions
[1:01:09] destructing you farm facing it walking
[1:01:14] wizard you're not just putting another
[1:01:17] bandage there and not just looking for
[1:01:26] quick fix instantaneous gravitation so
[1:01:34] again addressing the deep cause the
[1:01:36] symptom is appear it what have you
[1:01:39] feeling when you go deeper deeper into
[1:01:41] your mind-body horse fear you're
[1:01:43] discovering the energy when you're
[1:01:45] changing the energy in to way when is
[1:01:49] activating the power instead of
[1:01:52] stagnation omnis separation on the other
[1:01:56] hand is you're changing they've changed
[1:01:59] the behavior changing the programming
[1:02:02] the deep change of the programming is
[1:02:05] your belief system you consciously yeah
[1:02:10] choose to believe health or disease you
[1:02:15] subconsciously choose to believe health
[1:02:20] or disease
[1:02:26] and same time retraining the
[1:02:30] subconscious mind of your body to wake
[1:02:33] to its healthy believe so again you
[1:02:40] change that programming when change that
[1:02:44] then the physical here eventually yeah
[1:02:48] follow up so the cause is deep inside of
[1:02:54] even so more you focus on the cause more
[1:03:03] the healing can happen as well
[1:03:05] physicalized so that's is the summary of
[1:03:14] what is healing what is mind body heart
[1:03:19] energy healing what is chicken healing
[1:03:26] so all the practice we're doing is
[1:03:30] directly addressing them connecting the
[1:03:37] body deeply wherever you're feeling the
[1:03:41] contraction wherever you're feeling a
[1:03:44] discount you bring more loving kindness
[1:03:48] you bring more energy you bring more
[1:03:51] unconsciousness you bring more healthy
[1:03:55] choice the healing choice the opening
[1:03:59] energy your moving energy really
[1:04:03] connecting energy your waking in that
[1:04:06] part of you to the horniest so when the
[1:04:12] part of the body and eejit awakening to
[1:04:14] the wholeness awakening to the natural
[1:04:19] flow of energy of the entire body
[1:04:21] naturally return to optimal function
[1:04:27] return to well-being so it's not about
[1:04:32] fixing it's about recovering it's about
[1:04:37] improving
[1:04:38] it's about wakening that capacity inside
[1:04:42] of your rating so on one hand we're
[1:04:52] doing the same practice going directly
[1:04:56] to the cause of disease cause of healing
[1:04:59] no matter what is the diagnosis no
[1:05:03] matter what is a historical cause in the
[1:05:06] past no matter what he is a known
[1:05:10] unknown cause in the past you can
[1:05:12] address the deep cause present inside of
[1:05:16] you the direct cause inside of you this
[1:05:21] moment the functioning of your body it
[1:05:25] depends on energy this moment more the
[1:05:30] energy opens up
[1:05:32] emori experiencing the well-being
[1:05:34] including physical emotional mental as
[1:05:38] simple that so when you're able to
[1:05:43] address that especially with such a
[1:05:47] intense practicing retreat you're not
[1:05:57] only releasing the contraction
[1:06:01] accumulative contraction from the past
[1:06:05] they also lee programming your system to
[1:06:10] respond to life respond to the external
[1:06:13] environment relationship in the most
[1:06:21] healthy most empowered most healing way
[1:06:31] so
[1:06:32] again on one hand is when practice went
[1:06:36] elect approach address saying all
[1:06:39] disease all conditions all diagnosis
[1:06:46] physical emotional even mental so on
[1:06:50] other hand it's also beneficial to apply
[1:06:57] certain knowledge and income of working
[1:07:01] with particular challenges addressing
[1:07:05] these particular challenges consciously
[1:07:09] beyond our all reactions so to speak
[1:07:15] also want to address few cases and these
[1:07:20] very challenging common cases and people
[1:07:26] come to lis treat with all kind of
[1:07:30] disease but these SUIM are most common
[1:07:34] so what I'm saying he is now limiting
[1:07:37] Tony these three categories and first is
[1:07:41] [Music]
[1:07:46] Parkinson neurological condition any
[1:07:49] kind of neurological condition and the
[1:07:53] second case is Lyme disease and oatmeal
[1:07:57] condition there was different kind of
[1:08:00] diagnosis and the 30 is cancers and of
[1:08:06] course it's also very popular in a
[1:08:11] powerfully challenging is including
[1:08:17] heart condition cardiovascular condition
[1:08:20] and all other conditions but I'm using
[1:08:23] just suis right now as the example so
[1:08:28] first wrong and new logical condition
[1:08:32] and neurological condition often we
[1:08:35] thinking oh the brain is compromised so
[1:08:40] we have to fix the brain all
[1:08:45] diagnosis all the drug all the treatment
[1:08:47] mostly focused on the brain so again in
[1:08:52] this approach it's literally important
[1:08:56] what is holistic approach means
[1:08:59] acknowledging treating the body as a
[1:09:01] whole the implication is very simple the
[1:09:06] brain function is depend on the
[1:09:09] functioning of the entire body depends
[1:09:12] on the function over your five organ
[1:09:14] system the brain function is also
[1:09:18] depends on your mind function the new
[1:09:22] science of whom neuroplasticity is a
[1:09:26] practical indication how a mine or
[1:09:30] thoughts our behavior choice can affect
[1:09:34] in the brain wiring affecting the
[1:09:38] physiological of the brain directly even
[1:09:41] and this is a non knowledge in chicken
[1:09:46] so other hand you know everything we are
[1:09:49] doing practicing mentally emotionally
[1:09:55] making new choices new experiences the
[1:10:00] new experience is allow you create new
[1:10:04] brain connection neuron connection
[1:10:12] including the nerve system awakening
[1:10:17] improving the function the nervous
[1:10:21] system is part of the brain function so
[1:10:28] we also strengthen healing the rest of
[1:10:34] your body
[1:10:39] when Hari stronger naturally brain
[1:10:42] stronger when you're kidding East
[1:10:45] younger naturally brains jungle even
[1:10:50] when your hands become stronger brain
[1:10:53] becomes stronger even your feel your
[1:10:56] toes and it opens up affecting the brain
[1:11:01] opens up whether you understand from you
[1:11:04] know the nervous system point of view of
[1:11:07] a farm the meridian channel point of
[1:11:10] view either way it's the whole system is
[1:11:20] functioning together functioning
[1:11:23] together so that's the second way by
[1:11:28] strengthening your body even the brain
[1:11:32] is compromised your body your mind can
[1:11:35] directly connecting with the body
[1:11:37] without depends on your brain function
[1:11:41] that's what I'm saying here you think
[1:11:43] okay brain and the rest of the body the
[1:11:47] my is heyou the mind can connecting with
[1:11:51] the opponent electively affecting your
[1:11:53] brain function as we be doing at same
[1:11:57] time your mind can connecting the body
[1:12:00] directly stressing the body function
[1:12:05] then indirectly enhancing the brain
[1:12:09] function creating that triangle yes so
[1:12:17] that's the second powerful paradigm and
[1:12:22] the third
[1:12:24] his powerful paradigm also applying to
[1:12:26] every kind of disease it's emotional
[1:12:32] healing more more now we're discovering
[1:12:37] all disease special carnac disease not
[1:12:44] only the main cause of is just from the
[1:12:47] past the main stress is emotional stress
[1:12:54] especially trauma as well a cumulative
[1:12:58] stress of life days of stress fifty
[1:13:06] years of stress 80 years of stress not
[1:13:13] only demise querida stress your body
[1:13:15] you're shorter your nervous system your
[1:13:18] muscle all carry this dress
[1:13:22] whether you're well not when the stress
[1:13:27] is so strong what happened especially
[1:13:32] when the mind-body disconnected
[1:13:37] especially when you're not aware over
[1:13:39] the time the bodies say no no I cannot
[1:13:46] handle this by myself anymore I have to
[1:13:51] work with it together the body carry all
[1:13:56] the burden or the mind whether not aware
[1:14:04] of it or judging you think Bhavana
[1:14:15] so one of a simple dynamic of you know
[1:14:19] symptom wise is the shaking in the
[1:14:24] Parkinson condition even other you know
[1:14:27] a neurologic condition is all this
[1:14:30] feeling of out of control consider yeah
[1:14:38] when's his body when our mind working
[1:14:43] separately trying to control life trying
[1:14:48] to control life that tension of
[1:14:53] contouring in the body over the years
[1:15:03] one day the body say I cannot control no
[1:15:07] more
[1:15:23] and the symptom of whom shaking is the
[1:15:26] direct expression of this internal
[1:15:33] message of your body I cannot control
[1:15:39] like this anymore
[1:15:42] giving up innocence communicating with
[1:15:48] you so what are we learning here is
[1:15:55] learning gradually letting go of the
[1:15:59] control wanting control wrong control
[1:16:06] absolute control is causing the tension
[1:16:10] causing the breaking down carving the
[1:16:15] burnout
[1:16:22] so it's a Leiria paradox that's the hard
[1:16:27] part you have to learn to let a girl
[1:16:30] control by gradually shifting from stop
[1:16:37] shaking to let a control I mean let it
[1:16:41] go of the controlling of the shaking let
[1:16:45] the energy to flow then gradually the
[1:16:50] body able to relax on one hand the body
[1:16:58] cannot relax found the past conditioning
[1:17:02] now you want to control especially when
[1:17:06] the shaking happen the more the body
[1:17:09] tends up
[1:17:15] so more are you learning to letting go
[1:17:18] of that control shaking really training
[1:17:21] the body it's okay to have less control
[1:17:29] it's okay when you have less control
[1:17:33] you're able to move slowly shaking bring
[1:17:37] more calmness more relaxation and by
[1:17:44] doing that and energy this movement of
[1:17:48] energy the strong stimulation of energy
[1:17:51] especially when do Qigong practice often
[1:17:54] you feel shaky and become stronger in
[1:17:58] the beginning the symptom getting worse
[1:18:00] in the beginning more you letting go of
[1:18:05] the control more you allow the energy to
[1:18:07] move between the brain and the rest of
[1:18:09] your body including on which is shaking
[1:18:11] you means shaking let the energy move
[1:18:13] what happened is you're creating meta
[1:18:16] communication between the brain in your
[1:18:18] arm so the moment you start the shaking
[1:18:22] you stop the energy movement you're
[1:18:24] disconnecting this communication so in
[1:18:28] the beginning
[1:18:29] yes you're feeling out of control the
[1:18:32] brain doesn't have total control via arm
[1:18:34] function but at least you allow the
[1:18:38] communication to happen by not stopping
[1:18:43] the shaking in this communication is the
[1:18:54] key it's not stopped of the
[1:18:57] communication it's not Norman of the
[1:18:59] communication it's not about not feeling
[1:19:03] the shaking not feeling the pain if the
[1:19:09] shaker is happening if the pain is
[1:19:11] happening the worst case is not feeling
[1:19:13] it if the brain fear no harm to the
[1:19:17] shaking to the pain that's the worst
[1:19:28] so again connecting the energy
[1:19:33] connecting the brain rest of your body
[1:19:37] allowing the communication allowing the
[1:19:40] flow in spite of symptom in spite of
[1:19:43] shaking and connecting with that peace
[1:19:49] is really about transforming your fear
[1:19:54] recognize your fear
[1:19:56] recognizing Zarate instead of trying to
[1:19:59] controi of you or pushing your fear way
[1:20:04] you learn to be with the fear be with us
[1:20:09] intensity be with this anxiety in the
[1:20:13] slow the practice you transform it
[1:20:16] become more confident become more
[1:20:20] centered more ungrounded more loving to
[1:20:26] yourself these patterns start to change
[1:20:33] so stop the shaking Renaud is not just a
[1:20:37] conscious choice it's also an emotional
[1:20:40] choice
[1:20:41] you see embracing yeah to see motion
[1:20:45] happens when we shaking we feel anxiety
[1:20:48] feel the fear embrace that emotion is a
[1:20:54] key to allow the energy continue flow
[1:20:59] does the emotional energy is powerful if
[1:21:03] you want to stop this emotion get rid of
[1:21:06] this emotion you're contracting that
[1:21:09] anything more instead of evil
[1:21:17] the emotion during the practice opening
[1:21:20] that energy then they energy become very
[1:21:24] healing
[1:21:25] the powerful paradox the energy of the
[1:21:29] fear is the same energy of healing the
[1:21:35] same energy of survival is the same
[1:21:38] energy of the power so again in a way
[1:21:48] everything I'm saying here and you're
[1:21:50] not just applying two buttons and your
[1:21:54] logical condition applying to all
[1:22:01] conditions
[1:22:04] so our your second and category in term
[1:22:09] of Lyme disease ultimate condition the
[1:22:13] many different kind of symptoms and
[1:22:15] expression of the conditions when he is
[1:22:19] chronic fatigue even in chronic pain
[1:22:22] often relating to our meal condition
[1:22:26] athletics
[1:22:27] yeah so this condition is like the Meuse
[1:22:38] esteem the meal system for whatever
[1:22:42] historical cause as outcome of this in
[1:22:47] the body in this present moment the
[1:22:49] energy is programmed with severe
[1:22:57] protection with a severe protection to
[1:23:03] the point reacting to the environment
[1:23:08] reacting to energy reacting to life
[1:23:15] where the symptom is paying or fatigue
[1:23:18] our allergies kind of sensitivity
[1:23:22] expression this overwhelm reaction to
[1:23:28] life and often feeling awful you know
[1:23:37] emotional mental feeling of stuck you're
[1:23:42] stuck energy not only in a protective
[1:23:46] overly protective contract it feels
[1:23:49] stuck if you're losing life losing
[1:23:53] connection losing choices so the
[1:24:02] practice of this healing is changing
[1:24:06] that programming change that programming
[1:24:11] so again in this case the same paradigm
[1:24:16] is shifting energy from contraction from
[1:24:20] all the protection to openness to
[1:24:23] connection to flow and yet in this case
[1:24:28] often very difficult for this condition
[1:24:33] because the system is programmed in the
[1:24:37] past whenever you're open you're gonna
[1:24:40] feel more pain when you close down you
[1:24:44] feel comfortable you're protected Ballu
[1:24:47] fear loss of life so
[1:24:55] making this change opening out in the
[1:24:58] beginning if you're no pain nor fatigue
[1:25:01] no symptom and that's why it's so
[1:25:07] important if you're clear you won't hear
[1:25:11] this condition beyond just comfortable
[1:25:14] beyond just managing the symptom then
[1:25:17] you have to take a radical choices
[1:25:20] continuously opening your system open
[1:25:24] your system gradually on one hand we're
[1:25:27] doing intense practice in the retreat
[1:25:29] but opening gradually to the degree you
[1:25:34] can handle you can handle your pain you
[1:25:40] can you emotionally handle the comentary
[1:25:44] handle so why the healing can happen
[1:25:48] much quickly in the retreat because
[1:25:50] we're open much quicker at the same time
[1:25:54] we are training our capacity to handle
[1:25:59] these pain to hold these pain fatigue
[1:26:04] and challenge of symptom can get worse
[1:26:08] in love in compassion in the energy yeah
[1:26:16] it's like you're put in this painful
[1:26:19] body mean this is you know hot tub
[1:26:26] the pain stay there but you feel
[1:26:31] supported
[1:26:34] but more importantly you activating the
[1:26:37] internal capacity able to embrace this
[1:26:42] paint used to fly in a pain resisting
[1:26:44] the pain judging the pain by doing that
[1:26:54] gradually you can't change the
[1:26:56] programming so in the beginning is like
[1:26:58] no pain or fatigue but no energy no the
[1:27:04] bodies that discover wow there's
[1:27:07] surprise here then gradually an incubus
[1:27:14] gradually in spider pain along the
[1:27:17] energy now the program changing from
[1:27:23] over protection to connecting with
[1:27:29] energy experiencing energy so
[1:27:41] you can do it in the most intensively
[1:27:44] likely industry tree I will do it you're
[1:27:47] gradually at home either way is
[1:27:53] beneficial in different ways so in the
[1:28:00] Li tree take some air support as we have
[1:28:04] takes now understanding as we're
[1:28:09] learning take more or greater
[1:28:13] determination commitment to move slope
[1:28:17] the most difficult part you know when we
[1:28:22] case a cheap unification cheap
[1:28:25] unification so in a sense you know that
[1:28:33] the pattern or the process the beginning
[1:28:37] process is same for everyone but
[1:28:40] particularly experience might be
[1:28:42] different
[1:28:51] so the third case is cancer of course is
[1:28:59] another powerful challenging cases so no
[1:29:08] matter what have we been doing
[1:29:11] acknowledging whatever benefit you're
[1:29:15] receiving in Qigong we're learning to
[1:29:19] expand expand the paradigm expand the
[1:29:24] capacity expand your resources most
[1:29:30] importantly discovering the inner
[1:29:33] medicine in early sources of your mind
[1:29:37] body heart so thus extreme challenge put
[1:29:47] us in alert alert and facing all our
[1:29:57] emotions especially fear and facing all
[1:30:03] the choices healthy or unhealthy so what
[1:30:16] are we learning here in chi gong is go
[1:30:19] deep inside of us connecting with the
[1:30:24] body the body intelligence the body
[1:30:28] wisdom we are almost ori beyond
[1:30:33] diagnosis to make it a choice not just
[1:30:37] behavior choice but also really no
[1:30:41] choice mental spiritual choices you know
[1:30:49] more
[1:30:50] he'll see more healing more fulfilling
[1:30:53] why so few insight can help us to
[1:31:01] [Music]
[1:31:03] shifting or paradigm or expanding a
[1:31:06] paradigm when years there is enough
[1:31:11] evidence scientific evidence and
[1:31:16] discover the cancer cell started with
[1:31:21] healthy cell the healthy to begin with
[1:31:26] from stress from SLE environment from
[1:31:31] whatever physical emotional mental
[1:31:35] energetic condition become destructive
[1:31:46] on other hand another insight is as
[1:31:50] healthy person we're all carrying cancer
[1:31:55] cell they're perfectly fine as long they
[1:32:03] are in harmony with the body in the body
[1:32:09] there's a lot of happening some of them
[1:32:14] you label girls I'm Oliver me lay the
[1:32:16] bed as long they're working together in
[1:32:18] harmony
[1:32:20] they're perfectly fine when part of the
[1:32:27] body you know for whatever reason in the
[1:32:31] past behaved in isolation behavior in
[1:32:35] disconnection behave in fragmentation
[1:32:41] behave in destructive that's weak or
[1:32:47] disease so cancer is one of the
[1:32:52] expression of that so what are we
[1:32:56] learning here in Chico is expanding
[1:33:00] your options beyond conventional options
[1:33:06] and most often come with side effect
[1:33:12] when you kill the cancer cell you may
[1:33:16] kill you know kill kill the healthy cell
[1:33:20] even kill the mere system so at a time
[1:33:27] there's great benefit of urgency there's
[1:33:30] life and death choice to earn more time
[1:33:34] but deep healing is about deeper
[1:33:38] recovery deeper connection deep
[1:33:43] awakening of a mind body heart condition
[1:33:47] function so you can think of yourself
[1:33:51] your training not only just the cancer
[1:33:54] cell your training all the ogen training
[1:33:58] all of yourselves inside of you they're
[1:34:08] training them with more love with
[1:34:12] self-love they're training them with
[1:34:17] compassion acceptance retraining them
[1:34:22] with deep appreciation acknowledgement
[1:34:27] of life within you even the cancer cell
[1:34:31] carry the essence and the essence is
[1:34:37] behave distorted destructive for
[1:34:41] whatever all programming or conditioning
[1:34:48] so it's like this saying you know what's
[1:34:52] the same when you're trashing dirty
[1:34:58] water from washing a baby yeah you don't
[1:35:03] want trust you the baby neither
[1:35:06] time
[1:35:24] and connecting with that Essen takes
[1:35:28] love takes unconditional love takes
[1:35:34] acceptance accepting who we are
[1:35:39] accepting all experience of past the
[1:35:48] whole part of us the challenge part of
[1:35:52] us the suffering the pain the
[1:35:57] disconnection as well the good part of
[1:36:02] us the joy the loving kind and the
[1:36:09] deeper determination to live falling and
[1:36:14] neck and knowledge in the essence the
[1:36:18] essence of of we are as consciousness
[1:36:23] consciousness consciousness
[1:36:32] this consciousness including the active
[1:36:36] mind the subconscious mind then even
[1:36:41] unconscious mind the bodily intelligence
[1:36:49] you connecting with the essence
[1:36:58] connecting with your spirit the ohms
[1:37:02] bill the own essence
[1:37:13] again in the process of transforming the
[1:37:17] fear in the process of retraining your
[1:37:20] body slow physical movement as well slow
[1:37:24] mental visualization slow loving kind in
[1:37:29] your slow sweet a practice your lip
[1:37:31] programming yourself so not just the lip
[1:37:37] programming the cancer cell your lis
[1:37:39] programming all the cell inside of your
[1:37:42] body
[1:37:50] the program in every aspect inside of
[1:37:54] you and this choice of self love
[1:38:05] self-acceptance transforming the fear
[1:38:08] activating a deeper power deep healing
[1:38:11] is a foundation for continuous healing
[1:38:15] of cancer as well continuously living in
[1:38:19] the most healthy choice healthy way and
[1:38:26] by doing that we're purifying all the
[1:38:33] causes the environmental causes the
[1:38:38] intergenerational causes the emotional
[1:38:43] causes the spiritual causes the
[1:38:49] relationship causes
[1:38:57] so again everything I'm trying to not
[1:39:01] just addressing these specific and
[1:39:03] challenged specific cases but really for
[1:39:07] us to understand by understanding this
[1:39:11] aspect of different cases you can
[1:39:14] understand the powerful healing we're
[1:39:20] doing for all conditions for all
[1:39:24] conditions just seeing the deep causes
[1:39:29] addressing the common challenges
[1:39:34] powerful challenges
[1:39:44] so when we are adjusting any issue we
[1:39:51] want to embrace the issue in your body
[1:39:56] not just in your mental story the rectal
[1:40:01] it you are seeing in the body you're
[1:40:04] dressing you not only as a physical
[1:40:07] machine you're trusting as energy be
[1:40:13] trusting as a energy system containing
[1:40:18] the physical emotional mental spiritual
[1:40:23] you just seen this energetic existence a
[1:40:27] cumulative energy continuously be
[1:40:32] affected collectively be not only in
[1:40:38] your practice but also in life
[1:40:52] again you're just seeing the most direct
[1:40:54] present personal as well Universal the
[1:41:05] deeper dimension of this existence
[1:41:10] deeper wholeness deeper into
[1:41:16] connectiveness so again we continue thus
[1:41:32] we the learning just recognized we're
[1:41:37] just learning in this session how that
[1:41:41] these energy information not only help
[1:41:46] your mind directly help in your body
[1:41:49] right now to transform we continuously
[1:41:58] doing that you practice movement sound
[1:42:01] visualization tool enforce the change we
[1:42:11] continue learning how to connect with
[1:42:14] each other in the chi film from the most
[1:42:19] loving intentional compassionate
[1:42:24] empowering place so in this week we're
[1:42:31] going to consciously Corinda
[1:42:33] Cori Veda as service how consciously to
[1:42:41] to serve others in different way
[1:42:44] energetic away practical way can serve
[1:42:48] yourself how you directly serving
[1:42:53] yourself simultaneously or serving
[1:42:56] others
[1:43:08] together placing hands on top your brain
[1:43:11] and continuously allow energy channel
[1:43:19] via brain open all then it can of your
[1:43:23] heart open now the energy channel be
[1:43:27] entire body open to receive indirectly
[1:43:34] all the energy power energy information
[1:43:40] energy activation being willing deeply
[1:43:45] unconditionally with how
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[1:44:11] [Music]
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[1:44:24] [Music]
[1:44:50] and slowly moving hands down connecting
[1:44:55] the subtle energy of your brain down
[1:44:58] were connecting with the energy of your
[1:45:02] whole feeling deeper diminishing of your
[1:45:08] horn continuously down were connecting
[1:45:15] with the time T and the energies and the
[1:45:20] Chi center within you
[1:45:40] and slowly no opening feeling your leg
[1:45:46] feeling anti-body continuously awakening
[1:45:55] opening connecting me no 'seeing
[1:46:04] awareness and slowly open your eyes
[1:46:18] and there's so much e we can share and
[1:46:23] I'm so grateful now we have the
[1:46:25] technology to share beyond space beyond
[1:46:32] limitation of distance even beyond time
[1:46:37] when you're watching this video later
[1:46:40] you can feel the same energetic and
[1:46:43] transmission energetic experience so
[1:46:51] again most importantly we're sharing the
[1:46:54] energy energy were being Kotov ating
[1:46:59] cheering slow teaching slow practice
[1:47:04] slow coming in th e field
[1:47:08] so in this leaf sashing just
[1:47:15] acknowledging you know we have so many
[1:47:19] resources available for you to
[1:47:23] participate taking advantage of practice
[1:47:27] at home at latrine and but also want to
[1:47:35] share some experience from this retreat
[1:47:38] direct laying farm participant so I'm
[1:47:43] gonna have a short story to hear with
[1:47:46] you I'm gonna have a Sheila come up give
[1:47:50] you actually use this microphone here so
[1:47:53] can briefly
[1:47:54] here's some experience with you then I
[1:47:56] want to have a buddy say hi to everyone
[1:47:59] before we had him for lunch my tongue he
[1:48:15] ended on a note of service and from
[1:48:20] another piece of my life there's a code
[1:48:22] about if I can be of service in any part
[1:48:25] of the world um I didn't dream I would
[1:48:28] be doing it this way but here I am and I
[1:48:32] happily and nervously but happily and
[1:48:36] joyfully share my story I could write a
[1:48:45] book my story goes back primarily about
[1:48:49] 25 years when um I was given a diagnosis
[1:48:56] among a bunch of other diagnoses of
[1:48:59] connective tissue disease amazing isn't
[1:49:04] it wisdom healing a chi gong is about
[1:49:07] disconnect shifting to connection I was
[1:49:14] given a whole list of other things my
[1:49:17] life was very full very engaging it was
[1:49:20] very much like this and almost overnight
[1:49:24] it went like this I was told in one
[1:49:29] session that my immune system was like
[1:49:32] an overdrawn bank account more going out
[1:49:36] than there was coming in um I was also
[1:49:42] told that all of the things that I was
[1:49:47] experiencing there was no way around it
[1:49:51] there was no going back I so much wanted
[1:49:55] my life back
[1:49:56] and I was told I simply had to learn to
[1:49:59] live with it um
[1:50:01] I'm not somebody who takes no for an
[1:50:04] answer very easily i'ma take it and run
[1:50:08] that person I live in the world of
[1:50:10] possibilities so this is a perfect fit
[1:50:13] for me um I was determined stubborn some
[1:50:17] would call it but I was determined this
[1:50:20] was not going to be my life for the rest
[1:50:22] of my life if I had anything to do with
[1:50:24] it and I had some inner sense that I
[1:50:27] could have a lot to do with this
[1:50:29] I went from pillar to post more
[1:50:33] questions than answers I had found at
[1:50:37] least I think I changed that around I
[1:50:40] had found the world of energy healing
[1:50:41] but I think more authentically it found
[1:50:44] me and I found some key wisdom pieces
[1:50:49] that empowered me and one of the
[1:50:52] diagnosis that I was dealing with that
[1:50:55] was I guess most damaging or interfering
[1:50:59] in my life I had literally become a
[1:51:03] numbskull I jokingly say that but it
[1:51:07] wasn't funny at the time but the image
[1:51:10] is I had a lot of numbness I had
[1:51:14] something called Sjogren's syndrome
[1:51:16] which attacks it's a viral thing that
[1:51:20] attacks a trigeminal nerve in your face
[1:51:22] and that goes out here and here and here
[1:51:25] and all the way back and inside I lost
[1:51:29] all sensation my neural pathways they
[1:51:33] just weren't working
[1:51:34] you could prick me all over and I
[1:51:37] wouldn't feel a thing lost cornea
[1:51:39] reflexes the whole works and when I got
[1:51:43] into the world of healing with energy it
[1:51:46] opened up all kinds of possibilities for
[1:51:48] me and over a period of years things
[1:51:51] started to turn around slowly slowly
[1:51:53] slowly I started to get some of the
[1:51:57] sensation back eating was very difficult
[1:52:00] swallowing was very difficult talking
[1:52:03] was very difficult but it started to
[1:52:05] turn around and I was just so excited I
[1:52:09] I was getting my life back
[1:52:10] and I could do a gain a lot of things I
[1:52:14] was told I would not be able to do my
[1:52:16] life was like this and it turned and a
[1:52:20] lot of things have helped
[1:52:21] that when I started in particular doing
[1:52:25] wisdom healing Qigong about two years
[1:52:29] ago in fact was around this time that I
[1:52:32] like a lot of people got an email and
[1:52:35] you know the answers come come out of
[1:52:37] the boo but they come out of the blue
[1:52:39] sometimes and I signed up for an online
[1:52:43] course with Ming Tong in wisdom healing
[1:52:47] Qi Gong sound healing technology like
[1:52:51] that was quite a handle I decided I
[1:52:54] would do it
[1:52:55] I had done some other Qigong forms over
[1:52:58] the years I had actually met at a
[1:53:02] distance but met main tongue at a world
[1:53:05] Qigong congress in toronto back in 2012
[1:53:08] but i went a different route in terms of
[1:53:11] teaching Qigong and so I had had a taste
[1:53:14] something inside Rumi and so I I signed
[1:53:17] up for this course I when I started it
[1:53:21] within two three months of just a little
[1:53:24] rewind one of the things I also lost as
[1:53:27] a part of this was my saliva glands
[1:53:30] totally atrophied
[1:53:33] I was a two-fisted eat or drink or I was
[1:53:36] eating with one hand drinking with the
[1:53:38] other just so I could eat comfortably so
[1:53:42] on my mouth was like corrugated
[1:53:44] cardboard within two months of doing the
[1:53:48] sound healing with I want to say a
[1:53:50] consistent daily practice it's what I
[1:53:52] kept hearing I started to get saliva
[1:53:56] flowing again and it continued I've done
[1:54:00] the series of Qigong for life um the
[1:54:04] whole three of them twice because I've
[1:54:06] done the first level that qualified me
[1:54:08] to do the teacher training and I've done
[1:54:10] the second level my new claim to fame is
[1:54:14] that I can spit
[1:54:18] I don't do it a lot I really don't make
[1:54:21] a habit of it but I can't spit I I eat
[1:54:28] now things that I used to have to drink
[1:54:30] and eat drink and eat I can now eat
[1:54:33] things without having to swallow them
[1:54:35] down with something sometimes it goes in
[1:54:39] and out but most of the time the lights
[1:54:42] are on and it's working its wisdom Hill
[1:54:46] you chi gong in lots of ways has been
[1:54:51] something I was primed for with all of
[1:54:54] the other pieces that happened along the
[1:54:57] way it's like having a lightbulb grow to
[1:55:02] a 500 to a thousand and it keeps on
[1:55:06] growing and there's a new flow there's
[1:55:10] just a new flow of energy in here and I
[1:55:13] know it and I feel it and like there are
[1:55:16] 3 trillion cells I learned somewhere
[1:55:18] along the way and well that's
[1:55:19] scientifically correct but when it's
[1:55:21] funny when Susan asked me she said come
[1:55:23] over whispered here in the silence of
[1:55:25] the Kiva Sheila my tongue would like you
[1:55:28] to share a little bit of your story at
[1:55:30] the end of this and I went and all these
[1:55:34] little cells inside we're going yes
[1:55:38] let's do it let's do it
[1:55:39] let's tell her story some of the others
[1:55:41] were saying no no no no the others were
[1:55:44] saying come on we can do this so here we
[1:55:46] are of all 3 trillion of us up here
[1:55:49] not to mention the thousands out there
[1:55:52] and the trillions allows us so it it's
[1:55:55] just been an amazing journey i I just
[1:55:58] rejoice with all the sense of profound
[1:56:01] gratitude with all of the other pieces I
[1:56:04] had found along the way that started to
[1:56:07] giving me back my life when I was told
[1:56:11] if you don't do this medical procedure
[1:56:12] you don't do this you'll be good for
[1:56:15] nothing by September I was in the school
[1:56:17] system I had to let my school board know
[1:56:20] am i coming back in September because I
[1:56:21] didn't feel I could and that's what I
[1:56:23] was told and I didn't go back I took the
[1:56:27] longest long link end of my life I was
[1:56:28] off for three years
[1:56:30] and I I now like I found tools in this
[1:56:37] there's the gyms there gems that can
[1:56:40] heal anything and sometimes to keep
[1:56:44] something you just got to give it away
[1:56:46] and you know the best way to learn
[1:56:49] something is to teach it and so it's
[1:56:52] been just an amazing gift in my life um
[1:56:55] I'm from Canada
[1:56:56] I'm with Atlantic Canada yay we have
[1:56:59] Canadian Thanksgiving tomorrow but we
[1:57:03] have a lottery called set for life and
[1:57:06] Qigong for me feels like I've won the
[1:57:11] lottery and I'm set for life
[1:57:14] and it is such a wonderful piece that
[1:57:18] blends into all the other dimensions of
[1:57:21] my life like it's just a way of life
[1:57:23] it's not chi gong and you know it's too
[1:57:26] young for life and the online programs
[1:57:31] they're there they're there
[1:57:34] I'm one of the other forms two of the
[1:57:37] other forms I taught before I learned
[1:57:38] this one we had videos you know you buy
[1:57:41] them you put them in from the beginning
[1:57:43] I intuitively knew I would always tell
[1:57:45] students you put that on there here with
[1:57:48] you you're there there is no separation
[1:57:51] that's our creation so we can talk about
[1:57:53] it you know handle it manage it I always
[1:57:57] tell students that and being online
[1:58:00] amplifies that you know some of them are
[1:58:03] live online with me Tong with some of
[1:58:05] the teachers it's like being there it is
[1:58:10] it's like being there you know it's like
[1:58:12] everybody else there with you in the
[1:58:15] room now your face yes go the immune
[1:58:20] system how are you feeling now right now
[1:58:24] I have in the past year gotten back all
[1:58:30] of the sensation in my face and scalp I
[1:58:35] can now go to a hairdresser and actually
[1:58:38] feel my scalp
[1:58:40] instead of hear her rustle my hair
[1:58:42] that that's that's amazing this is back
[1:58:45] I still have a lot of constriction
[1:58:49] contractions in my face but even during
[1:58:52] this retreat and like the retreat just
[1:58:54] amplifies it it steps it up I have more
[1:58:58] sensation that I've been feeling in and
[1:59:01] out of this retreat even more than I
[1:59:04] felt before I came here it's it's just
[1:59:08] totally awesome
[1:59:08] and it it just opens up possibilities
[1:59:11] the capital P gets bigger and bigger and
[1:59:13] bigger and energy I I couldn't walk the
[1:59:17] length of myself they thought I had
[1:59:18] chronic fatigue I thought they had a
[1:59:20] bunch of things and now I have people
[1:59:24] say to me it's okay for you you got all
[1:59:25] that classes you're teaching you've got
[1:59:27] all that energy you know but it's like
[1:59:28] where do you get it it's like I I'm
[1:59:31] redoing my website and it's called its
[1:59:33] the heading on it is awakening the
[1:59:35] energy within so it's like it's here
[1:59:37] it's just waking up and waiting to be
[1:59:40] awakened up and we can do it we can do
[1:59:45] it but we don't do it alone we don't do
[1:59:47] it alone and I am just so odd and
[1:59:52] [Music]
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[1:59:59] sending a blessing to everyone online
[2:00:02] connecting with us everybody come here
[2:00:04] come here come here just not just mean
[2:00:12] tranquille
[2:00:13] in the Kiva
[2:00:18] we are very personal as well as
[2:00:20] invisible so chemicals are coming closer
[2:00:25] I'm with a wider as much as possible at
[2:00:29] least everybody can include it yay yay
[2:00:34] so so looking to changing the shinza
[2:00:41] with intention of sharing all of our joy
[2:00:46] our healing energy energy field
[2:00:50] unconditionally reverberating emanating
[2:00:56] transmitting amplifying together we say
[2:01:28] one more time from all harm to your home
[2:01:32] to all the homes were connecting visible
[2:01:36] invisible you know Shing of line
[2:01:40] [Music]
[2:01:50] [Music]
[2:01:55] [Applause]
[2:02:10] [Applause]
[2:02:18] [Laughter]
[2:02:21] [Music]
[2:02:24] there we are thank you so much all of
[2:02:28] you stayed with us this entire time it's
[2:02:31] really beautiful and grateful you can
[2:02:33] see the sun shining in the window here
[2:02:35] at my home office now I put the link to
[2:02:40] the retreat and the website in the
[2:02:43] comments and the chat but if you're
[2:02:45] watching on youtube and you would like
[2:02:48] to check out the retreat that's still
[2:02:50] that's in progress now and we still have
[2:02:52] room for week five that starts October
[2:02:54] 27 just go to Chi Center comm slash
[2:02:59] retreat and you read all about it see if
[2:03:03] it's possibly for you
[2:03:04] the last the retreat after this one
[2:03:07] won't be happening until April of 2018
[2:03:10] so if this is your time for deep healing
[2:03:14] please be sure and check it out to see
[2:03:16] if it feels like the right decision and
[2:03:20] if so we will welcome you with open arms
[2:03:23] thank you so much and we'll be talking
[2:03:26] to you soon ha